Rra Star
Hello Maisha...
Im facing a slightly similar problem. I'm a university student and I usually wake up at 3am to do school work. I leave the house at 6.40am and get home around 7pm somewhat tired.
At night, realised that I tend to convince myself that Im too tired to meditate, even when Im not. For me its just a bad habit of laziness trying to die hard. I realised that forcing myself to meditate is detrimental and makes me not want to do it. On occasion I meditate during the day under a tree on campus - I find it quite soothing. Even with the cars and people moving and passing I mange to sit through for about 10 - 20 minutes. I do this by acknowledging the sounds I hear by naming them (car honk, laughing etc) and then I focus on the silence in between and or the wind blowing through the trees.
Otherwise its it a case of mind over matter. Have you tried showering to refresh yourself or listening to soothing music before you meditate? Or waking up an hour earlier (before everybody else) to do it?
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Sade